& for everytime I see you I try

You won't believe my week.

Okay so I lost the bet.
Joel got up right on time so now I owe him a knock on the head ):

Earlier this week Fiona was telling me how she was mugging too much & it was making her sick, for a moment I wondered if she'd been possessed & I was like erm, Fiona?

Howard's birthday barbeque wasn't, that, great, even though I had fun, but that's mainly because Sebastian & friends were around (I still think that Jacky & David are exact clones.)

Happy (belated) birthday anyway, Howard (:
You may have been a part of me & my life for a short while, but looking at you the other day I realised that I no longer feel anything for & towards you. Every moment spent with you doesn't seem so irreplaceable now, I guess I'm glad that I'm getting on with life just fine. We were a mistake & sacrificing our friendship just wasn't worth it. Besides, I've never really belonged that little world of yours. You misunderstood me in the past & I really don't care if I ever get the chance to clear my name - because when I tried to do so you pushed me away. It doesn't matter if you still think that I was faking it all along, because I know that I had stayed true to myself. Very much in fact. In short, I no longer care about what you think of me. You were something to me not too long ago but today I can proudly say that I'm over you & I've already found a Better Place to put my trust, my hopes, & my heart. I don't hate you, I still do take you as a friend but I don't think we'll ever be able to go back to being the good friends we used to be. I hope that each road would lead you to where you wanna go, & do remember to cut down on the cigarettes (:

That aside, quality time spent with best friend at her place yesterday was definitely fun, with me throwing pillows & poking her, shaking hands & declaring "peace" & after a minute I'd go back to poking her... Have I ever said just how much I adore annoying Fiona & getting on her nerves?

3:16 event was slightly disappointing because the amount of people that turned up was rather pathetic, but worship was great, & I mean great. But honestly, if I were a newcomer, I would've felt that JG was quite boring... & it's game over if they really felt that way. The efforts some of the people had put in to invite their friends for the event would go down the drain, because in future if they were to ask their friends again to attend some other event, they would think of yesterday's event & say no. Maybe like what Walter said, evangelism shouldn't be on top of the list. They should get to know the people, & get them hooked to coming before they start evangelising.

Yawns. Thinking can actually be quite draining, you know.