For You, my King.

I'm really sick of having to pretend like nothing has gone wrong, when I feel so confused deep inside. I'm not going to try to clear my name, because like what I've said, I really don't want to dwell in the past anymore. It's everything, or Nothing.

I'm so tired.

Running after kids can be such an exhausting business, but I loved every moment of it. Didn't even matter that I missed dinner, just sitting down on the grass & watching the kids play made me really happy (: I don't want to say much, but Caleb, especially, he really made my day, & God actually made me learn something from Caleb today.

Thank you Lord for speaking to me, I know You love me & I love You too.