"The higher the expectations, the greater the fall."

I don't want to step away, because I really adore what I'm doing right now. But I don't think I can take another step like this. I don't want to let anybody down because I know that they expect me to do much better than this. Maybe they overestimated me. I guess I'm going to need time to think all of this over, I really hate to say this & as much as I want to, I've realised that I'm not Superwoman & I'm unable to juggle so many things at once.

My chance to breakthrough is within reach, but it really hurts me because now I have to let go of it & I might not be able to reach for this dream anymore. "One day", I always said. But it just hit me, this "one day" is going to pass me by & it might not come back anymore.

God, I really don't want to let this chance pass me by but I know I have no other choice. Would You let me have a go at this, once? Just once?

Just let me touch it once with the tip of my fingers. I'll always remember it. I'll tell the world of that one chance I had. I'll be contented.