Beside myself

I can't save your life
though nothing I bleed for
is more tormenting
A part of me is still the same, but you don't know how much I've changed. So maybe I can't blame you for not trusting me.

Maybe you're afraid. But I, am terrified.

I tore you apart but I bet you never knew that it had hurt me just as much. Up to this day I still feel the pain.

You don't know what was beneath all the anger & hatred.

You don't know me anymore.

I'm, losing my mind
& you just stand there & stare
as my world divides