Free.
If you turned back the hands of time, perhaps back to a few months back or so, I know I would've said that you're irresistable.
But now I think I can safely say:
You are, resistable.
I've learnt to trust, to believe, to surrender. I'm already sick & tired of having to take matters into my own hands & I'm so much better off in His hands. I know who are the ones I can really confide in, & who are the ones that'll only mess me up. Maybe it'll still take sometime & none of us know what's going to happen somewhere down the road.
People change. Feelings change.
I've been thinking quite a fair bit. If all goes well, I guess I'll be leaving soon. I have doubts. & like what Kieran says, although this may be something that I want to do, I really have to give it much thought because it is a risky decision. Going somewhere else is definitely something to look forward to, but I still don't know where life is taking me.
This is going to be a really huge joke, but yesterday night I fell asleep while Korkor was reading me a bedtime story (Sleeping Beauty, to be exact.) Man! Sometimes I can't help but feel like such a kid. But then again, thank God for such a wonderful brother. I just went, I want a bedtime story!! & he was like, which one?
School is becoming such a pain in the ass. Damn I hate Algebra. Though I've no choice, I really can't see how it is going to help me in the future.
On a lighter note:
http://www.manutd.com/default.sps?pagegid=%7BB4CEE8FA%2D9A47%2D47BC%2DB069%2D3F7A2F35DB70%7D&newsid=548895
Very very very comforting news (:
How could anyone wanted Giggs off the team in the first place. When I read the newspapers last week I was like, man, just what on earth went wrong with those idiots. What would Man Utd do without it's legendary winger!!
Giggs will keep on going & so will I.
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