What I did last week is my last attempt. I've decided that I am not going to try anymore. I think that I have done enough, or maybe even too much. It takes two hands to clap, & two to believe. As much as I want to, I'm unable to do it on my own. I hope you already know that you are the reason why, for alot of the things that I do, & also alot of the decisions that I make. I know that you don't mean harm, but sometimes you really make things tough on me. Sometimes I feel like the "power" you have over me is just so overwhelming, you can not do anything yet just make me feel as though you're pushing me into one corner & leaving me with no way out. The million different things that you can make me feel is just so hard to handle.

I'm not the same, & I'm not going to try to prove myself, to make you believe in me, anymore.