Where a Love once shined so bright.

I'm hoping for the best, preparing for the worst.

After what happened yesterday that left me in a heap of mess, I'm amazed I actually got through the papers today. When the invigilator said 'stop writing' at 1245 sharp, I mentally kicked the useless subject in the ass & waved goodbye to it.

Made an impromptu decision during lunch to go swimming today with Fiona & Lihong, we had such an insanely hard time just getting Lihong into the jacuzzi pool hahaha (It was only waist height.) Thinking back it was seriously quite funny. We were like, if you don't come down we're going to pull you!!!! & she's like OKAY OKAY!!! There's also something seriously wrong with Fiona. She kept laughing out loud everytime she tried to swim. The chlorinated water definitely did my hair no good. It feels like barbie doll's hair now ):

There are certain things, you'll only realise its importance when it's gone. & there are also certain things, that no matter how hard you try, or how hard you fight, you'll never get it back. You gave all of your heart, tried to hold on with everything you have, but in the end all of it crashed on you instead. When you sink into such despair, what do you do?

For me, I'm not running away. It's called escaping, really.