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Saturday, May 3, 2008

Ever-y.

Today is a winding road,
that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go





Has the sky always been this blue?

Surprisingly, the paper today was quite a breeze. I hope I don't screw it. I hope. After the paper Warren was like, "A1! A1!!!!" & I, was happily thinking to myself if he'd be able to say that if he screws his Chemistry next week (haha.)

I miss Jasmine. I miss a lot of people. She WAS supposed to fetch me from school today (awww like how sweet), but I think something cropped up on her side & she had to go to Commonwealth, I MISS THAT BITCH LIKE 21432474967843625253.

The weekends are (finally) here. Just about another week more to go & I'll be considered a free man. Lady. Whatever. This whole week has been just like every other week. My life is half revolving around my books (yes, only half, or maybe just a quarter), & that, to me, is actually already quite depressing. I'm not even really into my books yet.

Times like these make me wonder if it's worth the fight. Sure, I do give a damn about my results, & I know the exams are important, but somehow at this moment I just don't want it enough to actually give it my all. I really wonder what the heck is wrong with me. Almost everyone around me are like mugging away & right now I'm sitting happily infront of the damn computer. I think I'm already half used to being the, slacker among the sea of muggers.

On a lighter note, something to look forward to: barbeque with Sebastian & friends + Fiona later tonight, & Partyworld (!!) tomorrow.

Maybe life isn't so bad. Maybe.